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Thank you for such an eloquent piece of writing. Thanks also for being a great human and standing up for what is right.

The isolation period of the lockdowns was intentional in my opinion. By associating vaccines with freedoms and a return to normal, many in a sense of lockdown fatigue would have done almost anything to return to 'normal'. I know many people who only took the jab to go on holiday or go back to work. I think the isolation period was important. Left alone, sat in front of a TV with constant exposure to propoganda and death counts, constant news and updates from the Prime Sinister that seldom had anything new or useful to say other than parrot abuses! We were being indoctrinated by psychological operations! The weaponisation of fear by our government was deeply sinister and unethical. The behaviour psychologists behind this know that fear and anxiety suppress critical thinking skills and that many people will give up almost anything or accept anything (experimental drugs and vaccine passes for example) to feel safe. Being a scientist has been both a blessing and a curse in this, a blessing to understand the $cience behind these jabs was deeply flawed, that public health policy was out of place in Western Societies, and that the messaging from our once trusted institutions was in many cases incorrect, deeply misleading, or blatantly fraudulent. It has also been harrowing because I saw early on the potential for harm, the propoganda, the lack of ethics, the lies, the manipulation of the public the world over! The fact that every country in the world was parroting the same narrative was a warning in itself. In the UK Emergency Management sector, agency interoperability (communication between agencies) is always flagged as an area of concern in need of development and yet in the 'biggest crisis of all time', the communication structure was in place for every single country (almost) to ditch their pandemic plans in favour of a Chinese-style lockdown with the same messaging over and over the world over!

And don't even get me started on the pharmaceutical industry, the MHRA, the CMO, the WHO et al!

Have you read the Psychology of Totalitarianism by Mattias Desmet? If not, it is worth a read. He argues that dissenting voices are the only hope for preventing a totalitarian future. He thinks that if people raise voices of dissent it makes the masses question what they are being told are the facts. It disturbs the narrative. I believe this is why scientists have been censored on social media platforms and ignored by the mainstream media, and why the medical licences of doctors have been threatened. We need to keep challenging the narrative, it seems futile at times, but progress is being made. We must never give up or give in to this. It doesn't matter how tired we are, and let's face it, many of us are exhausted. There is too much at stake and too many wonderful apsects of science, medicine, and bioethics that will be lost for good.

Take comfort in the fact that you are a good human who believes in doing the right thing. The good people in this world are the only safeguards we have against the evil that is helbent on destroying our humanity.

I'm prepared to stand up for what is right regardless of the cost because fairness and justice are important to me.

Keep fighting the good fight. Good luck.

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Thank you very much, Lee. I haven’t read Desmet, yet. Hannah Arendt’s “The Origins of Totalitarianism” is first in the book queue. I have seen his interviews.

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You're welcome. I haven't read Arendt's yet. Just be aware that the Psychology of Totalitarianism is odd in itself. Mattias Desmet plays down the role of the 'elite' in all of this and dismisses the views of those concerned about ill intentions as victims of mass formation and conspiracy theorists. Chapter 8 is particularly troubling. Whilst there are many merits to the book, one has to wonder if there is an ulterior motive behind it. You'll know what I mean if you read it. Some argue it is a trojan horse to plant seeds of doubt in people's minds about what is happening. Personally, although I don't agree with all of the messages in the book, I agree with the message at the end of the book, that we can only defeat totalitarianism if we keep chipping away at the narratives. This is probably why every totalitarian regime suppresses free speech and threatens violence on those who speak out. They rule by fear for a reason. We live in such strange times don't we!

Keep fighting the good fight.

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...and don't forget humour and ridicule, they don't like ridicule.

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So sad but excellent article. Thank you for writing it. Many letters have been written to MPs, councillors and NHS Trusts but the globalists are not so much running the show as running their own asylum, so it’s over time to follow examples set by East European states when under communist tyrannical regimes and set up our own parallel systems. We all need to say NO and opt out of their Agenda in all its guises not just healthcare. It’s the healthier more sane way to go.

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I am an NHS doctor and this blog encapsulates my feelings exactly when considering these last 30 months

I am really angry that our country has effectively lost its NHS on the altar of covid mania, sadly after 30 years as a GP it is over, well and truly over as I can no longer tolerate everything that has been done to us in the name of “science”

There are big names out there for whatever reason of their own who could have changed things but didn’t, I am really disappointed that the majority of doctors have not realised the damage that has been done to our country by politicians and health “experts”

As the late great Petr Skrabanek wrote:

“The pursuit of health is a symptom of unhealth. When this pursuit is no longer a personal yearning but part of state ideology, healthism for short, it becomes a symptom of political sickness”

Petr would have regarded the last two years as an absolute abomination of quackery and pseudo science, and he would have been correct

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Do not give up. There is hope for change, and doctors are central to it. You can be part of it. See: https://twitter.com/togetherdec/status/1565430561619025921?s=21

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Doctors are the enablers of it.

If as a profession you had stood up to be counted this could not of happened.

As always the doctors took the money.

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I am sorry to say the NHS was always fundamentally flawed as it was ultimately based on big pharma who are medical Nazis, and I do not mean Nazis in a metaphorical sense. They did not go away after the war and moved into pharma in a big way.

They have been seeking to destroy the UK and the USA and commonwealth countries which is why they have suffered particularly. We were allies in WW2 of course.

That may seem bizarre, but it is history repeating itself. The Marxists are also involved but they went after academia and the church etc

Doctors fell for the scam because they have been indoctrinated with fundamentally flawed viral and disease theory. They thought they were gods, became entitled and put Dr. in front of their names rather than MD after where it should be.

We are all individuals first, professions second (I am a building surveyor, retired hurt as it were).

But I am glad to find another NHS doctor on board with what is going on.

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How are you navigating this? Did you get the jab? What about your patients? Do you tell them how you feel? Not being judgmental here, just genuinely curious.

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I am honest, if asked directly I will inform the patients that I am not jabbed, if they ask me my opinion on the mRNA jab I will give them two answers, firstly the official line about “safe and effective” and then my own personal beliefs that this jab is not only I refer but a very dangerous intervention, I give them honesty

I have not administered a covid jab nor do I intend to even if this is career ending

Most of my patients who have known me as their doctor for years tend to believe me rather than James cordon or Arianne grande when deciding on health matters

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We're organising.

My only regret is we should've sooner.

Join us.

Yours,

NHS GP

https://doctorsforpatientsuk.com

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"The Covid Physician is an unheroic NHS doctor". Oh no - a total hero. A beautifully written piece - had me in tears as I remember the loss of a friend who wouldn't hear me on any of this because, like the Covid Doc, I've been aware since mid-2020 that there was something evil afoot. Thank God for people like you, Covid Doc. If you live in Sussex, please get in touch - I'd love you to be my doctor.

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If only these "heros" had been real heros and done something substantial at the beginning of this, none of it could have happened. It was only possible with the compliance of our "supposed medical professionals".

Some did the right thing at the start of this fiasco and they paid with their reputations and their jobs.

Those that said and did nothing, or those that claim to "have done what they could under cover" are complicite manslaughter on a massive scale and they fully bare the responsibiliy and guilt.

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You say "I suspect that great swathes of the population are jabbed in digital kind only", but my personal experience is that that is extremely unlikely. I believe most people fell for the propaganda, so much so that previously intelligent people were eagerly lining up for jabs or boosters, some only to go on holiday perhaps but in essence they believed the story that the jabs were safe, so even if they did little or weren't needed then "what's the harm"? Sadly we now know there was a lot more to it than that.

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Thank you for pointing this out; ‘great’ was too strong.

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Didn't mean to quibble, just that my own experience is that people really bought into the whole 'vaccine' propaganda and happily lined up for the jabs, even those who didn't quite believe they were neccessary usually went along with it for an easy life. The 'group think' was very persuasive! I've only heard of a few people who got 'fake' vaccine passes (they were parents and two children from the same family) .... I doubt fake passes are very widespread but I guess we'll never know the numbers

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Most of my family succumbed (not my wife and I, I knew by June 2020 it was all wrong). Local friends largely succumbed I think for reasons you suggest. I warned them, they did not listen, they were ill.

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He is right with "great swathes" of people, but what he should have said was "great swathes of the medical profession" are vaccinated in name only, as the falsify records for eachother to decieve everyone but protect themselves and grow their income.

Medical professionals 'you scratch my back and I'll scratch yours' agreement to not vaccinate eachother but put in place the required documentation. Shameful.

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This is brilliant, thanks for writing it.

Doing my best to promote it, eg:

https://twitter.com/jengleruk/status/1565611491360968704

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🙏🏼

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Thank you. I am you, I am an Advanced Clinical Practitioner, after 30+ years in the NHS where I have always questioned things, I left a job i loved when they brought in the NHS mask mandate, I was binned out of the out of hours service I worked for for not getting jabbed when it was needed to go into care homes then had to leave the GP practice I had joined when the NHS vax mandate was brought in.

I now work for an agency in primary care and I have just recieved a complaint from an MS nurse at the local hospital, with the threat of reporting me to the NMC for disrespecting the consultant by advising a patient not to get a 4th jab, she was in her 20's.

I despair, I hate my job now, I hate the NHS, and I despise colleagues who go along with this shit.

I admire and respect you. Thank you.

I post on substack- Cherry's Take.

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Thank you for your work, Cherry. Every healthcare worker has a primary ethical duty, without that ethical integrity one has no right to claim to be a health carer. Perhaps the Workers of England may give support?

See: https://www.workersofengland.co.uk/uncategorized/weu-is-supporting-matt-hoy-in-his-discrimination-and-unfair-dismissal-claim-against-ali-campbell-trinifold-management/

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Dear Cherry

Don't despair, Baldmichael's hair!! It rhymes at least. If you are in need of light relief and still have a sense of humour despite all the crap thrown at you (I have had plenty too), try this.

https://alphaandomegacloud.wordpress.com/m-is-for-masks/

https://alphaandomegacloud.wordpress.com/b-is-for-more-blood/

kind regards from Sussex (the bit of England I am from not my name!)

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Thank you for this, I will give it a look.

My daughter has just installed a smart meter on her home, despite my protestations,. I see everything now in terms of the control grid. I fight to stay positive but every day in my job are people harmed and affected by the jabs, and they ask me if they can get an appointment for the next one.......

It really is true that you have to wake up by yourself, if your eyes are closed, they REALLY are closed.

I appreciate the comment, truly . Much love x

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Thank you very much for that. re 'smart' (ahem) meter we had a meter reader come to our house a few weeks ago. Amazing! No one had come to view internal electric meter for well over 2 years.

He told us he had worked as meter reader/in the industry for over 40 years, don't get smart meter it's a scam, don't go direct debit, neither of which we have done as I always like to have control.

Which as you know is what it is all about.

We have been with SSE, now OVO. SSE were perhaps are the only firm with SS in the abbreviation.

Reminding me of Germany in WW2.

Love to you too from my wife and I.

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I cannot express how strongly I agree with you. You extinguished the gaslit fuelled doubts in my mind with your articles, which I've shared (to annoy and awaken) the senseless.

You are not alone, from a fellow GP I thank you and invite you to join us. Enough is enough.

https://doctorsforpatientsuk.com

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Good, another GP (I am a building surveyor but I have been waiting for the medical profession to wake up and surface). If I may, and assuming you have a sense of humour left despite it all perhaps you might like this. It is rather mad, but then the world went mad in 2020 so why not?

https://alphaandomegacloud.wordpress.com/2022/05/11/100-up-and-stupid-20-variants/

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Thank you for being you and speaking out. I know there are good Drs out there but they are currently well disguised. I reluctantly watched as my elderly Mum and Sister (brain damaged at birth) were given the A Z in Dec20 and Feb 21 - because they were vulnerable the shots were done by home visit. Mum said the team delivered the shots at the front door and were gone within a couple of minutes so draw conclusions about informed consent. Same with Mum's oldest friend who I've been looking in on. I spent 5 months scared they were going to develop clots. Come the booster campaign the surgery had changed to Pfizer and I put my foot down. I found a meta analysis online that showed clots from AZ were less likely after age 60. I spoke for Mum and Sis who I'd put on a regimen of high dose Vit D, C, zinc and magnesium. Neither caught covid or anything else throughout. I argued that if anything they should stick to AZ since they had tolerated it previously. I hated the thought of it but at the time we were staring vax mandates and hatred from the Covid cult in the face. My husband and I were drawing up contingency plans to 'disappear from official records' we were that scared of forced shots and we knew Mum and sis wouldn't be able to do the same. The surgery bordered on harassment with their constant phone calls. I fielded all of them and voiced my opinion on mRNA. Wasn't received well. What worked was when the nurse said "But you could bring Covid in and your mum could die". To which I responded "My mum is 93, a cold could kill her. Do you have a 'vaccine' for that?" I also found it astounding that the surgery were pushing the Pfizer for my sister who has secondary breast cancer when the most basic critical investigation by myself, a layman, discovered that the Pfizer Covid shot interacts with Abemeciclib which is what she takes. Anyway they gave up after about a month. My Mum's friend wasn't so lucky. I spent hours trying to convince her not to take the Pfizer. I pointed out the research I'd found, the fact that government had initially stated shots couldn't/shouldn't be mixed and told her people were dying. She wouldn't listen. Dec 18th she took the shot. Dec 21 suffered a blood pressure event of 201/145 causing 3 hr nose bleed. Admitted to A+E, kicked out a few hrs later and hasn't been right since. Rapid cognitive decline, constant pain in legs, falls, sudden bouts of illness with no obvious cause/diagnosis. Numerous calls to surgery/appts to see Dr and eventually by spring/summer home visits because she couldn't make it to surgery. She used to drive herself to the supermarket prior to Pfizer. She struggled through til June, still coming shopping with me but then took to her bed, unable to get up. She told me she was tired of feeling ill all the time. I could have wept. 5 home visits and 2 blood tests by surgery found nothing specific. Eventually she was admitted to hospital but very quickly deemed 'medically fit' and discharged only to have to be taken back in the next day. The paramedic said to me that likely the hospital looked at her and decided she was the least sick and they needed the bed. She's now been in hospital for 4 weeks, had 3 falls while there, one of which caused a foot fracture and is now in a rehab facility. Still no specific diagnosis for what caused her rapid sudden decline although to me it's pretty clear. What horrified me was that in May the surgery contacted her for a spring booster. It fell to me to tell them what happened after her Dec 21 shot. They still boostered her but reverted to the AZ. No doubt while in the rehab facility she'll be given the Moderna omicron booster and there's nothing I can do. I can't believe how completely captured the NHS is. As soon as we can my husband and I will be offski - eastwards because the whole of the west has lost it's collective mind - and we won't look back.

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Everything you write is unfortunately perfectly consistent with my experience in medical practice, and in my personal, family experience during the same time. In a sane world, it would be unbelievable. That the NHS lacks the collective mental capacity to properly gain basic patient consent, let alone inject a patient who lacks mental capacity is abysmal, but rife. Good luck.

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I am extremely sorry to hear all that, if hardly surprised. And I am extremely angry about it. All vaccines are pointless at best and always were. I did not always believe that, but at 60 years of age I researched and realized we had been fooled. I suspect some childhood illnesses of mine may have been vaccine related.

Most big pharma drugs are neuro-toxic and pointless if not harmful or deadly depending on the immune system status of the individual.

Others may tell you about healing the immune system but primary issues are vitamin D deficiency something which has been known about for many years but not pushed by the NHS/doctors in general as big pharma don't make much money and anyway they don't want people better as they need the repeat customers.

I hope all goes well for you in the future.

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Thanks. We are doing ok. I've noticed a scaling back around the covid shot from Mum's surgery. They haven't mentioned it at all this year. I can't help but wonder if the number of Drs and Nurses leaving the profession isn't just about pay/working conditions. I could be wrong but I wonder if a portion of them feel like this blog's author.

Like you I've developed a healthy scepticism of the drug industry. I've always maintained my health and now more than ever I'm genning up on natural resources.

I'm hopeful that the last 2.5 years and whatever 'they' throw at us next will be seen as the pivotal moment of a great awakening - the great awakening that people speak of. And it's comforting to know there are many out there who think as I do. :)

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Good and thank you for telling me. There are more of us than we think, a silent majority who will be no longer silent. If I had understood earlier what was going on I would have fought back, but better late then never as they say.

For various reasons this week is pivotal as, bizarre as it may sound, we follow a timeline similar to WW2 only 80 years ago. I write about this as the tide was turning in WW2 at El Alamein and Stalingrad as well as in the Pacific.

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Yes, brilliant essay and sincere thanks for being one of the few doctors to fight the good fight. If you haven't already, read Ibsen's 'Enemy of the People' and be proud. Shared on twitter.

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Thank you - excellent piece. Yes, we're all traumatized and I imagine for doctors who are not fully sleeping - more so than most.

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Agreed, except that I am not traumatized, just very angry. Other words may be substituted for very. I set a website in 2020 to set out the truth and relive my anger. I am still angry but I have focus so that is good.

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Please note my article

https://www.ageofautism.com/2022/08/revised-version-the-british-government-the-world-health-organization-and-the-global-coup-of-2020.html

I think Whitty still believed in March 2020 he still might turn it round but he became inexorably ever more complicit. I believe this was criminal misdirection of policy.

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An interesting piece. Such a pity you didn't have the courage to write it two years ago! Many, real health professionals did have the courage to speak against this from the start, they are the heros.

We can of course now expect a swarm of nhs doctors crawling out of the woodwork, claiming "I was doing what I could on the inside", all in a pathetic effort to avoid the justice that is coming their way. This one will no doubt be joining other "doctors" on youtube, feathering their own nest and trying to cover their tracks.

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Thank you, Andy, I agree. I cannot claim courage, however, I did start writing two years ago, eventually being first published in early October 2020. I haven’t stopped, since. I could not have written this article two years ago, since it is about my present experiences and impressions. You will see I have 12 pieces written over 2 years, in various publications:

https://dailysceptic.org/archive/truth-in-the-timeline-of-covid/

https://twitter.com/tcp_dr

https://thecritic.co.uk/we-need-to-protect-the-free-speech-of-dissident-doctors/

https://tcp.art.blog/2021/11/25/all-hail-covid/

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excellent. i thank filthy pfizer & our globalist scum for showing me how many of my friends & family are cowards- they inherited a peaceful world & life of freedom [relatively] thanks to the ethic of honour integrity & duty to the next generation by our forebears- while todays cowards who couldnt even stand against a dirty "vax" pass on a legacy of devastated humanity & suicidal unhealthy youth

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Riveting. Thank you for writing this compelling piece. It is a crucial part of the tale that will be shared for many a year down the ages. May we learn from our misadventure.

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A brilliant piece and well written. The thing that stood out to me was the medical staff having the ability to cheat the system while simultaneously recommending and pushing this death jab to the public, it angers me beyond measure. Hypocrisy at its most dangerous, they were in a unique position to lead by example, at that point the average person still had a modicum of trust in the NHS. Not only that, but if the public had seen the true amount of people refusing the jab, they themselves might have felt emboldened to refuse.

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